Saturday, May 31, 2008

*Scratches head*



How I wish I could be flying to somewher and have a good rest..Be it Beijing, Malaysia.. anywhere!

Pening kepala looking at my probability questions. Exam stress is killin me.

Ps. Cow editted da 2nd pic..Simply lovely

Signin off : I want a vacation!!! Not pimples growing here and there. Can't wait to fly off.. Meeting mummy + daddy + cow will make me happee

Monday, May 26, 2008

I guess Im not perfect~ *complaint shatters my thoughts*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Autumn or winter?


Beautiful autumn leaves caught my eyes as I stepped in school and reminded me of a wonderful creator we have. Creation has always left me in awe. You can just look a smallest flower, and wonder in amazement how delicately it was all put together - every shade of colour on each petal to the finest lines that our eyes can see.

It's been a while since I last blogged and Ive got heaps to blog about but there's simply no time. Busy doing things here and there (not exactly shool work) but my week had been an interesting one. Helping out in sunday school...sausage sizzles...birthday party.. :P

Friday night at OCF (Overseas Christian Fellowship), a pastor came in and talk about apologetics, nothing to do with apologising, but more of how to defend ones faith. He came up with a lot of practical ideas of how we, as students, can answer some of the questions thrown at us. Different religions was something we discussed about as well.

Some conclusions we came up with...
  1. Religions are NOT all the same. Some has one god, some has many gods. Ask a muslim whether what he believes in is the same as a christian, he'll clearly tell you no. They believe in Allah and Christians believe that Jesus is the only way. Religions are different from one another.
  2. Sincerity in faith does not equal truth. One can be very sincere in believing in what they believe in but it does not mean thats the truth. One can be sincerely wrong.
  3. Don't focus on winning the argument, win the person over for God.

To me, the things that he said seemed pretty useful but I also believed that in reality, there would'nt be much times where I can really apply it. I believe any other peron would agree that sharing to another person about Christianity is not necessary the easiest thing to do. Starting the conversation about God is not an easy task either.

Again, something that I sincerely believed in proved that I was sincerely wrong :) God works in the most amazing ways.


It was a Saturday morning and I was running late! I was suppose to meet Su Lin in the city at 8:45am and I only opened my eyes at 7:45. Everything was blurry then.

My journey takes around 40mins of walk and train and reluctantly, I dashed around my house, grabbed something to munch and headed off groggily only at 8am. I was on my way to a meeting.

Most of my Saturday mornings these days were spent with this group of people, the OCF Winter Camp committee. After meeting for months and working together planning for Winter Camp, they are now quite dear to me. Here's our family portrait, front view and back :P


Anyways, let me go back to where I was. Surprisingly, I caught the train without much wait and reached the city around 8:30.

Taking the longest route possibe to kill time, I strolled my way to the Red and Yellow Cat stop beside Myers, where Su was gonna pick me up. (In Perth, we have free buses called city cats that bring you around the city) It started pouring then but I couldn be bothered and didnt want a wet umbrella in my bag. Got a lil soaked as I walked over to the cat stop.

Cold, wet and alone I sat at the bus stop and waited. Was bored and started playing games on my phone. It was then that a man came over and hailed a bus. The bus din stop as it was a cat stop and not a bus stop.

"I've catched a thousand buses and I missed this one." the man said.

"They don't stop here, this is a red and yellow cat stop." I replied and explained that he would have to walk down the street to the old bus port to catch one.

I thought this was the part where he walks on and I continue with my game playing but obviously not. He sat himself down comfortably beside meon the bench. Knowing me, this will be the time when fear creeps in.

I WAS scared and the plan of going off somewher for a while was all over my mind. After all, Su was coming late and that seemed like a brilliant idea. My thoughts drifted away as a conversation started.

"Where are ya heading to?" He asked.

Trying to keep things discrete, I answered the simplestest ans I could give.

"I'm going for a meeting, and you?"

The funny thing was, I felt comfortable talking to this guy. Mid 20s, caucasian, scruffy hair, dressed casually. It din felt like he was some dodgy fellow.

"I'm heading to (some place). I just got a new job." He said with a beaming face.

"That's great!"

"Yeah, what sort of meeting are ya going to?"

"OCF Winter Camp"

"Cool, a camp. What's OCF?"

"Overseas Christian Fellowship."

"Oh so your chrstian are you?"

"Yeah, and yourself?"

"My family's christian and all...but me.. Im not into these stuff."

Riiing..Riiing... Will called.

"Can I tell you a story?"

I was a bit nervous when he said that. I had no idea what sort of story he was going to come up with but how bad can a story get.

"Sure," I replied.

"There was this time last week when these few people came up to me with a bag that looked something like one you get from Mackers (Mc Donald). They asked me whether I wanted a burger and I said why not? But.. they told me there was one catch."

A story line that Ive never come across in my life but it sure kept me listening. He continued with his story.

"They said they wanted to pray for me." he said. "I wanted the burger so I let them pray for me. The cool thing was what they prayed for came true. I just thought you're a christian and I'd told you that"

Riiing riiing.. This time Pam called. She was late too and she was going to join me at the bus stop to follow Su.

I wasn't satisfied, I wanted to know more.

"What was it that they prayed for?"

"They prayed that I would not loose my job, my new job. I have problems with alchoholism and I've been..you know..not turning up at work. But what they prayed for came true!! I did not loose my job! Do you think it was a coincidence?"

"Nope!" I replied. I told him a story in return, of how prayer had worked when everything seemed so impossible with a musical drama we had in my church before. We had a day of fasting and prayer, and it was amazing to see things falling into place as we handed everything to God.

Prayer was never the same for me after that musical. Prayer was no longer a time where people blab on and on and make me sleepy. Rather, it was a time where we are talking to a God that answers, a God that makes the impossible possible.

By then, Pam reached where I was and before long Su came. I managed to pass him a winter camp form to let him know what exactly we were meeting for.

I wanted to tell him more. I wished I could but I hope that whatever said will make a difference in his life. I know it did in mine!

Apologetics did come in handy and it left me in amazement how God puts opportunities for us to share in times you least expect - in my case, a stranger waiting for a bus and I just happen to be there at the right place at the right time. Coincidence?

I believe not. :)

The rest of my week includes...

Playing with Eugene, our house pet


Sausage sizzle at Curtin - Winter Camp fundraising

My job~

Advertising crew~ :P

We sorta ran out of a lot of things like onions, sausages and even gas! But everything went well :P It was great fun!!!

My English class :P

Celebrating Maggie's birthday. Love this picture of her!

And there was Chemistry class where me n my table buddies, Ben and Adam were bored. Adam, the one behind ,was actually concentrating super hard on his calculator. Wonder why? He was playing games on it. :P

Also been watching my dear cactus die. All I did was gave it a table spoon of water and it is rotting liaw :( Cow, this pic good enuf dy?

Being sot with my housemate was on the list too :) Realized how similar we were yet?


Thats about it for my week. Hope you enjoyed da pics. :P

Signin off: Thank you God for all that You've done!

Monday, May 19, 2008

Sienz..

Guy meets girl at the computers in library...

Girl : My boyfriend.............bla bla bla
Guy : I liked you
Girl : Really? You like me but you never tell me?
Guy : I did like you
Girl : My boyfriend.. (continues on with story)

Librarian walks over to hush them.

*whispers whispers*
Girl : Why do you think Im a jealous person...

I feel like Im watching some sort of highschool drama but Im actually listening to one instead. All these happens while Esther is super sien about the whole National Service issue. There are like 9 numbers there to call. I can predict seeing myself sitting there and ringin every other number to hear this:

"Operator kami sedang sibuk, sila tunggu sebentar. Anda akan dilayan sebentar lagi." over and over and over again.

Oh wells, at least there is some form of entertainment around. :P Maybe I should stop being kepo and start studyin for my EPW. Lols

Signin off : Bleh...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

What??

The newest fashion trend

The fact that I'm chosen for Khidmat Negara (national service) keeps slipping my mind. First of all, I'm not even on any piece of Msia's land and secondly, I din have the required information to send in the postponment letter all these while. This has been on my undone list for quite some time now. Blehs..I dun even know whether the letter is going to reach wherver its suppose to go.

Anyways, went to da website and checked and it is a bit the shocking. *Esther fakes a shock and faints* Not very keen on the whole thing, but guess I maybe wud enjoy it if I made a whole bunch of new friends and stuff. Anyhows, since thats not the case for now......

This is. The first thing that caught my eye, the address of the camp.

LOT 4576, KAMPONG ULU TERISSG PELEK

Great!!! If I was back home, I wud have spent 3 months of my life in some Kampung that Ive never heard of. Kampung still not enuf..some more kampung ulu.

Wait till u hear the name of the camp. Its even cooler.

KEM PLKN PRINCESS HALIZA

Translation: Princess Haliza's PLKN (National Service) Camp

No offense, sounds kinda dodgy to me. I wouldn mind if it was some Kampung in Lawas (love Lawas), but this is in Sepang, Selangor, all the way in West Malaysia. Guess only one point I can think of thats good for now, I would be able to drop by and find cow. Oh yeah, and I think its pretty cool that they actually pay and fly the campers all the way to Selangor from Miri. Im amazed they do so. Plus plus, maybe I can even watch F1 racing while Im there.. *thinks thinks*

But too bad, bad news for them, good news for me, Im too far away to be joining National Service. :) Lets just hope that my letter wud reach them. The last thing I want to happen is me happily flying home and being put to jail at the airport imigration or something.

Signin off : Bleh~ Mafan mafan mafan

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Food for thought

When God is taken out of the picture, three things will be evident:
  1. Our life becomes eternity
  2. Earth becomes heaven
  3. Your body becomes your soul

It's pretty true. Have you ever thought of what happens after this life we have on earth? If there's nothing more to it, no eternity life after that and all, then our life now.. will BE the eternity. If there was no God, the earth now will be heaven and our soul will be the mere body we have now. Is that really all we are today? Or is there really a God out there? Challengin ya to give it a think. :)

Signin off : Happy thinking :)

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Opens wallet *flies flying around*

I've got an actual living thing living in my room now. Presenting to you my lil powder puff :)


See it? :) Heheee That's its real name by the way. Got it from Bunnings and hopefully under my care, it'll live till it flowers. Wud love to see that man! :)

I've been shopping soo much and spending tooo much lately. Spent a lot on today alone. Sometimes, I think I sorta over indulge a wee bit too much on buyin stuff :P Summore, stuff I bought are more of a want rather than a need. Let's see what you think?

I went out with Wen Hui today and here are the things that ended up on my shopping list when there was never a shopping list to begin with...

$8.00 craft book

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Craft punches 50% off - $1.50 each

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Shirt from Valley girl - $10.00

I love the shirt even if its not very me.

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My very first hot water bottle - $10.00

Was too much in love with it to resist it :) Bought an exact same one for Momo during her birthday the other day but hers was more expensive.

Cheaper + Irrisistable = MINE!! :P

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Yummy Korean food at Dae Jung Geum restaurant - $6.00

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EasyWay Bubble Tea - $4.00

Total spent :$41.00 = RM123 = 246 Yuan *faints*

How I wish everything was counted in Yuan. 41 Yuan sounds perfect to me!!! :P

Signin off: *broke*

Friday, May 09, 2008

Happy Birthday Amu~

My dear elder sister turned 23 today!!! :)


Thanks for being a my one and only, super-duper, admirable and one of a kind sister!!!!


Love you to bits and miss you heaps amu! Hope you enjoyed your 1st day of your 23rd year! :)


*hugs* hugs* hugs* hugs* hugs* hugs* hugs* hugs* hugs* *hugs*


Sunday, May 04, 2008

Sunday morning~

It kinda hit me in the head today during communion that my life has been a lot of I CAN rather than GOD CAN lately.

The day had a pretty interesting start for me. Was suppose to go for 2nd service (10.30am) but a phone call came in at 8.30 and said things changed, we're going for the first service (9.00am) and they're coming to pick me up now.

I was awake then, so it was just a lil running around and grabbing what I need before we rushed off for Subi :) We were a bit late but all was good, right in time for communion. :)

I had to admit I felt a bit far from God. Relying too much of myself, I was tired physically from school work and stuff. I want God to be closer than He is now. All these 5 months of 2008, results prooved it over and over that my own strength is not sufficient. I want to rely on His strengh with all I have and all that I have to decide. It's not easy to put God first in everything, but I really want to see that in my life. I want to be a light for God, a tool he can use and mould. - This was my cry.

I really needed a boost in my walk and I got it in the strangest ways.

The pastor went up for his sermon and I opened my journal in which I write my notes in. Every page of my journal is decorated by a verse or two and the page I was going to write on had this:

I felt like it was God speaking to me. I dun find it easy to seek God sometimes but the promise of God still stands strong.

You will seek Me and find Me, when you search for me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13

The sermon went into the return of God, a day in which the Lord will sort all of us out. It's just like a garage packed with things from roof to floor. If the owner wants to move to a new place, he would have to clear things out and throw out whatever is considered junk and keep whats worth keeping.

Similarly, it will be so when the Lord returns, the "junks" are to go. Only what's worth keeping will be kept.

Question is "Are we part of the pile of junk? Or do we belong in the pile worth keeping?"

I went for lunch with Bie, mummy and evil twin after our usual market shopping :) Reaching home, I found myself staring at my thermos only to realize the words on it. I knew they were there all along, but they never stood out to me like they did today. Again, it was something that comforted me and reminded me of a powerful God that we have.

And you know what? If I were to list all the great things about God, it will never end and here are four that I've been reminded of today~
  1. Nothing can go wrong with God. So , really, I should be putting a 150% trust on Him.
  2. God's strength is always sufficient.
  3. God is a God who is seekable, not one that will just leave that empty part of you as it is.
  4. Nothing can beat God's love for you.

Thank you God. Love You heaps!

Signin off: I can because God can!

*evil grins*

Sometimes I wish...

I could do this for my maths questions :)


Signin off: Hoemwork time heh