Blehs

Been thru too much of these stuff and sometimes i wish i could just run away and hide. Trust me, uncertainty along with certain problems are no fun at all. But the wierd thing was, this time it was just so different. Was this decision really God's way? Tears were still involved, not wanting to let go was still there but the peace that i feel after obeying is just..overwhelming.

I was testing God on this decision with something that i knew was'nt going to happen. Plain stupid I would say. Guess part of me just wanted the answer to be a Yes.

An answer was what i was looking for and I asked for a sign. I wanted to know what God thinks. Din want to make the same mistake like before. I wasn't expecting much of an answer though. Wierd as it may sound, i felt God spoke to me through a friend of mine. For once i wasn't feelin confused about the whole thing. Although it was not the answer i wanted it to be, I guess God's way will always be the better one.

Dear God,
I really dunno whether i did the right thing. I've made so many wrong decisions and not listening to You was one of the worst. I dun understand much of this now and what role this will play in the big picture You have in mind but I pray that You will put enough trust in me to rely on You fully. Strengthen our hearts Lord. Amen.

Was thinking about the song that Karen used to walk down the aisle during her wedding day :

In Your hands
I commit again
With all I am
For You Lord.

Guess I'll leave it here for today. Im super tired and no brains left to think much.


Signing off : Miss u and will remember you in prayers~

Procrastinating againz..

Guess what?? Temptations to blog is kicking in :) Hehe Been reading a couple of friends blogs and all and thought maybe i should start typing in more perfect England :P N probably get rid of all the .... that im so used to typing. May be pretty annoying to the eye i think. :P

Hmmm exams are round the corner for most of us studying people - SPM, finals and so on.Just wanna say ALL THE BEST!! and God Bless! Advise: Look forward to what's beyond the exam papers.... FREEDOM! :) Lols

Ok ok, better head off for books.

Signing off : God, pls help me do wats rite *deep thoughts..*

Kewls

Haha..was just bored in IS class and checking out my fwen's blogs when i came across David's. Lols..Interesting stuff he has there. :) Try reading it :P Hiaks..

Signing off : Rushin home to ZZZzz

I wan my bed!!! :P

Im missing my bed.. Sleepy le..Hehe..Slept erm super late again last nite :) When the ISO interviewed me, i was like half asleep answerin her questions :P Hehe.. Oh yeah..n if ur inerested, the onli reason i was interviewed was cos im under 18. Theyre makin sure eveythin is goin ok n all la.. The teacher who interviewed me sed tat i shud consider whether to take calc next yr or not lo..Cos my results are not tat great :( *sniffs* Hehe..Its been a great improvement frm wat it was in St Co tho :P Haha..Add Maths + Esther Siong = not a very preety picture :)
But yea lo..may give it a shot next yr.. At least i hav an alternative to do engineerin if i change my mind from vet science. Dunno le.. Hehe..Being blurz just doesnt help when it comes to maths..Lols

Havin a presentation later and hoping things will go ok lo..N lets just pray my pen drive will co-operate this time. It was moody last Friday n just din wanna work lo. Hehs.. N it decided to work after the class when teacher asked me to try again :/

Klas, better run or gonna be late for class :) Buhbyes bloggie

Signing off : ZzzzzzZzzzzZ

Bloggie!

Wah...so long so long havent written anythin here liaw.. Finally a tiny bit more freer after the past few weeks. Was busy doin diff stuff for the pass weeks. Actually, suppose to be tidying up my room now but... :P Heheehe Bloggin seems more appealing.Hiaks.. My room looks like kena atomic bomb again..After being super busy for the last week.. Feels lik im some Uni student cos this period of time is their "stress time". Assignments, exams and all. Anyhows, was quite happy tat i can squeeze some time for bloggin today..Upload some pics and all. N guess wat? Dun think i can cos Pat Pat has my hardisk with all da pics inside :P Im just gonna go thru briefly lo. Dinner time is soon also. Speaking of dinner time. Its almost 7pm and its still super bright outside! :P Why u may ask? Day light saving n summer is coming.. A bit not used to it lo..

Was having a nap after skul the other day..Woke up around seven fifteen. Looked at my watch and it read 7.15. Looked outside..nice n bright..Blurz as i can be..I double checked the time on my watch - 7.15. I usually wake up at 6.45 for skul and i pretty much din believe wat i saw on my watch. "Crap!!! Im late for skul!" I thought.. Blur n feelin a bit wierd..Felt lik i was at skul just moment ago n im goin again? Time cant be that quick. Before jumpin off my bed n rushed to the bathroom, it finally hit me that I DID just came back frm skul and it was 7.15 at NIGHT!! Relieved..I popped back into the warmth of my blanky and before soon it was time for dinner :P Haha..

N for today..it will be dinner time pretty soon as well. So..to speed up stuff.. Here's da stuf i did for the past few weeks :

30 October - That Sunday after exam, flew to KL with a super excited heart. I got to go home and nobody knows! :)

1-4 October - Spent with my frens and church buddies in Miri! Got to see Nana, Kor, ROCKY!! and lots of other fwens too! *hugs*

5-15 October - Beijing with Papa n Mama + yi po n yi kong (shop shop n eat eat) :)

16 October - Never turned up at skul for the first day. Not my fault as i always say.. :p No connectin flight from Beijing to Perth :P Hehe..Spent a night in Kl. Oh yeah..silly Air Asia went n canceled my flight!

17 onwards - back to skul
Last week - My super busy week!
Monday- test
Tuesday-test
Wednesday- "free" kononnya
Thurday- Written report in class
Friday- Presentation on report and playing drums for OCF

It was the last OCF meetin for the year liaw..Soo bu she de man! Can't believe there's no more papa or Lisa pickin me up friday evening n all *sniffs* Guess ill have to wait till next yr.

Today..I slept till i super puas.. Woke up only like ard 11 noon. Haven been sleepin much durin my busy week. Anyways, went to library with Li n Ying to study.. Din do much of my work tho..Keep gettin stuck in maths! Forgot a lot of stuff dy :/ Its worse when u hav a mind like Dowry the fish in Nemo.

Wells, im happy :P Got the sleep i wantd..and NEEDED i shud say :P Hehe.. Btw, its the time of the yr where u see ppl on the streets and doin their Taichi n Dance routines with their hands again! Thx to Mr Fly! Sooo many of them man! Annoying annoying! :P Kla..goin for dinner

Signin off : Buzzzzzz