Copied it from m cousie's blog but i guess tats how i feel as well..Haih~ Thanks to one particular YOU!! 

*SHATTERED*

Why? Why? Why?
Why do u have to ruin it?
Why do u have to come in between?
Is it so wrong to just be close to a guy?

As far as I know
Im closer to guys than gurls
My friends have no problem with that
My family doesnt seem to mind
I dun mind..
So why should you?

Isn't it MY life to make my choice?
My decisions?
Even if it was wrong..
Isn't it My own space to learn?

I see no fault in just talking with a guy alone
I see no wrong in a guy grabbing my hand and looking at my watch
I see no fault in my friend tickling a guy
Is there really any fault in that?!?

You make my rights and wrongs blur
You make it such a big deal
I hope that SHATTERING me was not the whole point of it

Well, if it was so
You just did
We're trying our very best
and you just sit there and stare

Why the restriction
Isn't it My right
To choose MY friends?!?
Bringing other peopla to nag me din made it better

Watcha wan me to do?
Never talk to a guy in my life?
The way I see it
Your a bit too much

Can you PLEASE give me some space?
your hurting my friend
and spoiling a friendship here
HELLLO!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?
Dun you have better things to do than that?

I pity da gals u have
I pity da boys tat are after them too
Concerned might be what u claim
But over concerned is just BLEH

Thanks to you we cant even speak
Thanks to you we cant have a proper conversation
Thanks to you our friendships ending
Thanks to you for all my extra burden and stress!

If that was your aim..
Then...CONGRATULATIONS my friend

Signing off : Youth Rally's great but unfortunately Im not great enough for it... *sigh*

Pretty lady...walking down da street.. *Muntah* More like a blinded one!! teehee..This was taken during breakfast before drama competition in Sarekei... *sweet sweet memories* 

I wonder who........??? Hmmmmm...hey..how come even I dont know? 

Part Of My Life

Ignorance was the theme there and then
Of a part of my little life
Never would i have ever thought
That it will hurt hearts of gold
Down the road of time
Things and perspective of life changed
Glad that it was so
For being annoyed was MY reason
And it seems not a good reason at all
The past has already past
And Im glad those days are over
Of breaking hearts and hurting lives
without even knowing it by heart
Now that I know
The pain that it brings
I pray that as such will not be repeated
For my intentions were never so....
What WERE my intentions you might ask
In fact in shame I shall answer
That I myself never knew what they were
Neither do I know why I've done so
But one thing I DO know
I dont want to see myself
hurting those hearts again
Im happy that the story never ended as a tragedy
But has found new hope through time
What seemed impossible is now possible
In the eyes of mankind

Sweetness melts me
patience captures me
Tenderness and care
has changed my heart


Signing off : Luv Ya!